Well hello there...
It's been a while, but not as long as before. Not even a month since we last spoke.
Not that much has changed - except for my attitude. After feeling so crap I decided that that's not for me, and as difficult as it is to let go and to not want to control what those around me are doing, I have let go...for now, anyway.
Why?
It's Christmas, of course! Who wants to feel crap at Christmas? I've finished work for the year. I'll be spending loads of time with my two munchkins - and loads of time with my man. They all need a little more of me than I've been able to give lately, but it's my man who really needs me - he needs me to chill, to put away the stress and to let him be for a while. Stop nagging. Stop worrying.
Our holiday is days away. I'm not going to rush the time between now and then as I'm perfectly happy to spend time at home for now. Christmas shopping and time with friends. Time with family, and a visit from Father Christmas. I can't remember the last time we were away for two weeks. Two whole weeks! Honeymoon - 6 years ago.
Today was awesome - incredible Summer weather. Swimming. Snoozing. A candlelit braai for 3 whilst our littlest passed her time in dreamland.
Weeks ahead of us...time to love and listen and be together. Time for romance. Time for play. Time to see old friends. And I will not spoil that time with my worries for the future. Let the future take care of itself...
So, I guess a lot really has changed. Or, maybe not changed as such, but certainly put on hold for now :)
Sweet dreams my little ones xxxx
UNTRAVELLED SOLES
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